Monday, April 27, 2009

Finally home >_< What a great weekend it was though. But, I want to apologize for my bad mood on Friday night and Saturday afternoon... I tried to explain it to you this weekend, but even I hardly understand the reasons :(

Really though, you make me happy throughout everything :) I really don’t want to make you sad :( You should just realize that I am a silly boy who likes a cute girl haha

Aww, I need to go to sleep now, I am looking forward to talking with you!! Have a good day!

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Haha, now it is my turn to write a blog for you :)
I am not writing because you wrote for me though.
Instead, I am writing because I know you will read it, and I like to write something you will read :)

This weekend was great, just like you mentioned.
Anywhere we went, I was happy because I was with you.
You could show me nice places, and we could eat delicious food!
I liked the time we spent in the park, walking together, and then sitting by the statue when it was getting dark.
You are silly and I can laugh the whole time I am with you :D You always ask me why I laugh haha.

I thought the guy at the hotel was funny, I liked him :P I also thought it was funny and cute when you hid from your mom’s friend hahaha.

Haha, it is hard for me to write more because I am busy talking with you on MSN :P

I look forward to any weekend we share together, and all the kisses you will give me :D Even if we just sit somewhere and talk, and drink coffee, it will be great for me :) I can learn more about you, and also learn more chinese from you, even if i suck :D

I look forward to seeing you again, and kissing you ;)

Friday, April 17, 2009

I am looking forward to the weekend :)
I think anything we do this weekend will be special, and I am looking forward to it
I know you are worried about your exams, but you shouldn’t :D You are a smart girl, you will be ok :)

Good luck on your exams, I am looking forward to seeing you!!

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Not good :(

I fell asleep for a few hours, and now I am awake and it seems like I can’t sleep again :( I really hate that I have a sleeping problem... When I get insurance, I want to go ask a doctor for help, or at least for some medicine. I know it is not a good solution, but I am drinking a can of beer because I am hoping it will help me fall asleep.... even if it is not a good sleep, I need it :(

Ehh, I probably shouldn’t share this because I know you will worry about it, so please don’t worry about it, ok?

I started reading a new book, about running. It made me miss running every day so much :( I just don’t know where I can go close to my home and jog every day... I think once I get a scooter, I can do it more easily :) You still want me to wear my really cool shoes, right? I can wear them this weekend if you want me to :D:D

By the way, I like how your blog makes it seem like you are ok with having a relationship now, though you still worry about a few problems... A week ago you seemed scared to think about it, and 2 weeks ago, you seemed to think it would be impossible haha... Soon, we will be better at talking on the phone, don’t worry about it ;)

Ahh, I just heard some of the songs from Utada’s newest CD, I don’t think they are as good :( This One (Crying Like A Child) is pretty good though, I think I can enjoy it :D

Ok ok, I will try to sleep again, I hope I can >_< I have to wake up around 10 haha, especially if I want to eat something before work :| But in fact, I need to take a shower also hahaha...
Haha, you seemed like you really wanted to read a new blog :P Ok, I will type some for you :D

My class tonight was not bad, I have a few students who seem interested in learning more English, so they are fun. Overall, my class tonight likes to act silly, so it makes the class more fun also :) I was nervous when the lady from the main office came to observe my class though :| Of course, she told me what I already seemed to know haha, I need more fun activities for my students :P

Tomorrow, I hope it is ok because I will spend all day at the school, only for 2 classes.... I think it is sooo long haha. I will use that free time to think about you instead hahaha, think about our plans for the weekend :)

Haha, we do think so much alike, I like it!
I liked kissing you and holding you.
Sleeping next to you, walking next to you, eating... I liked everything about the time we spent together, so I look forward to this weekend more and more. I am also wondering where you want to go eat, you said it will taste special :P

Haha, I know it is late and I said I would sleep, but I wanted to write a note for you in case you decided to check :) After this, I am going to sleep for sure.

Good night!

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Every once and a while, there is a book that makes me stay awake far longer than I should, to read the next part, or maybe even finish the book.

This was a story of love and despair, time apart and time together, of distance. Ultimately, a story of love and it’s ability to survive in great distances and time apart. Like any good book, I am sad to see it end, but happy to finish it.

Now, I must sleep so that I can finish recovering and not be sick any longer :)

Good luck on your midterm! Friday will be ok :)

Monday, April 13, 2009

Soooo late/early

Now I am eating, trying to relax, but there are so many thoughts on my mind... I am afraid that I am bothering you with my crazy mind. In fact, my mind is bothering me too. I know what the thought is that is causing me trouble, at least one of them. I just don’t know how to stop it haha. It is not even serious :|

I just need to relax, you are a good person :) I am happy to have met you, and I hope things go well for us :D I am sorry about this weekend, it was entirely my fault :( I can’t apologize enough for it, and I want to make it up to you, maybe it will be something romantic, like we talked about :P I just hope I can think of something hahaha.

Thank you, you are such a good person, I just hope you can remain with me while I fix my mind >_<

Sunday, April 12, 2009

From April 9th, 2009

As I sit here on the bus, I can only think of you, and of my job... I have a million thoughts on my mind but I don’t know what to say, or how to say it haha. You ask yourself if this is too good to be true, and I think the same thing myself. Moving to Taiwan has been a very good experience for me; I have been very happy here.

When I first met you, I learned two things. First, you make me more happy than I was before and second, I am scared to have that much happiness again.

You keep asking yourself if I am a good person, and your friends ask you if you learned nothing from the last foreign boyfriend that you had. I think about this and wonder if it is fair for me to be judged like that, only because I am a foreigner, and of course it is not fair.. However, even before I moved to Taiwan, I realized people would dislike me because I am a foreigner. Of course, that is not the reason for me to write anything at all. As it is right now, my thought is this; should I date you, or should I give up?