Not good :(

I fell asleep for a few hours, and now I am awake and it seems like I can’t sleep again :( I really hate that I have a sleeping problem... When I get insurance, I want to go ask a doctor for help, or at least for some medicine. I know it is not a good solution, but I am drinking a can of beer because I am hoping it will help me fall asleep.... even if it is not a good sleep, I need it :(

Ehh, I probably shouldn’t share this because I know you will worry about it, so please don’t worry about it, ok?

I started reading a new book, about running. It made me miss running every day so much :( I just don’t know where I can go close to my home and jog every day... I think once I get a scooter, I can do it more easily :) You still want me to wear my really cool shoes, right? I can wear them this weekend if you want me to :D:D

By the way, I like how your blog makes it seem like you are ok with having a relationship now, though you still worry about a few problems... A week ago you seemed scared to think about it, and 2 weeks ago, you seemed to think it would be impossible haha... Soon, we will be better at talking on the phone, don’t worry about it ;)

Ahh, I just heard some of the songs from Utada’s newest CD, I don’t think they are as good :( This One (Crying Like A Child) is pretty good though, I think I can enjoy it :D

Ok ok, I will try to sleep again, I hope I can >_< I have to wake up around 10 haha, especially if I want to eat something before work :| But in fact, I need to take a shower also hahaha...